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There is a sea of darkness that swirls about my mind in all waking hours.
There is a puzzle within me, a mass of knots and apprehension in spirit
and in body (or corpse). Sound and fury blur into one meaningless roar
as the nameless beast grapples with me.
Fear. Unstoppable paranoia crawling over flesh like a swarm of fire ants
in a feeding frenzy. A fear of everything and nothing, of the shadow over my thoughts.
I am racing, speeding along a blackout road at one thousand miles per second.
I am afflicted! afflicted with analytical aphasia,
with cerebral incontinence and hernia of the soul. In the unexpected moments
I recede into my inner room, into the warmth of Promethean flame
and prenatal mindlessness. The clown remains broken.
In the darkness there are things forgotten and memories irremovable;
and when the puzzle is finally set aright, it reveals
only the barren, stark chagrin of a looking-glass...
A mirror in the dark.
There is a puzzle within me, a mass of knots and apprehension in spirit
and in body (or corpse). Sound and fury blur into one meaningless roar
as the nameless beast grapples with me.
Fear. Unstoppable paranoia crawling over flesh like a swarm of fire ants
in a feeding frenzy. A fear of everything and nothing, of the shadow over my thoughts.
I am racing, speeding along a blackout road at one thousand miles per second.
I am afflicted! afflicted with analytical aphasia,
with cerebral incontinence and hernia of the soul. In the unexpected moments
I recede into my inner room, into the warmth of Promethean flame
and prenatal mindlessness. The clown remains broken.
In the darkness there are things forgotten and memories irremovable;
and when the puzzle is finally set aright, it reveals
only the barren, stark chagrin of a looking-glass...
A mirror in the dark.
Literature
Intimes Tagebuch - 35 -
Intimes Tagebuch (35)
Da schreibt mir also völlig ungefragt dieser Typ, und was soll ich jetzt damit machen? Ihn blocken, logisch, aber sonst?
……
Was soll ich jetzt damit anfangen? Was will mir der Knabe damit sagen? Dass im Grunde mit seinem nicht mehr so stillschweigenden Einverständnis nun alles okay ist? Dass er, obwohl er ein Höhlenmensch ist, sich nun bemüht, offener zu werden? Und wie nett von ihm, dass er nichts unterbinden will. Sicher will er aber nur weiter mitlesen, was seine Freundin schreibt und was ich so schreibe - natürlich nicht, um sich daran aufzugeilen! Aber er muss informiert sei
Literature
Empatyczny V
kołyszę się
na ciepłych płyciznach
słonecznej zatoki
wszechświata
pokryte solą
księżycowe skały
lśnią mgliście
obmywane sepią
fale eteru
wyrzucają na brzeg
oszlifowane gładko
fragmenty gwiazd
ławica komet
świergocząc
przecina przestrzeń
welonami bieli
tęsknota wielorybów
miesza się z drganiem
kosmicznych
niepojętych strun
zespajających wszelkie istnienie
w uniwersalną harmonię
i pochłania mnie
...
Literature
Road in the Dark ch 2 pt 2
Smiling kindly, the old woman held out a plastic baggie of chocolate chip cookies. Her smile brought a smile to Anna's own face as she knelt down next to a passenger. A bandage was wrapped around his head and his eyes were glazed. Expressionlessly he accepted a cookie, but didn't eat it.
Though she had to be in her early nineties the elderly woman moved the ease of a thirty year old. Her soft gravelly voice was warm and comforting. Her husband, probably only a little older, also moved easily through the passenger, offering words of comfort and encouragement where they were needed. With the pair the air began to lighten as tensions were eased.
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I read once that it was like a clown stuck on a unicycle in a dark room. But I think most people go with the puzzle-piece thing.
I read once that it was like a clown stuck on a unicycle in a dark room. But I think most people go with the puzzle-piece thing.
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An experience marred with anxiety- what lies beneath the shield of terror? From your shadow new forms are awaiting to emerge.
You use a lot of language that I myself employ, and this piece strikes a familiar chord in me.
Thanks for your work, X!
You use a lot of language that I myself employ, and this piece strikes a familiar chord in me.
Thanks for your work, X!